An alley with brightly colored open umbrellas suspended above with a blue sky behind.

Coming back to myself

Here I am, coming back to myself after a long time away. I hardly know where to start. The awkward pauses, shuffling on the porch. Remembering how to meet my…
Close-up of spider outdoors in a web

I relocated a spider

I relocated a spider this morning before my shower saying, "You do you, just not in the bathtub." Feeling how life has relocated me. Remembering the many times I've ushered…
Tangled rope, held between two points

I’m tired of this

I don't want to talk with her. If I talk with, I'm reminded of how bad the situation is. I'm reminded of her delusions. I'm reminded of her struggles, her…